Prayer Requests - Injury

I burned myself and inhaled super heated gas and chemicals in a fire while I was in the United States Air Force Fire Department. My mask sparow hatch was open when I opened a door to a fire and my throat spasmed and closed by itself due to the heat and after a minute of chocking I ran out of the room. My mask then started working properly and my throat opened up and I was able to breath again. I was 24 years old when this accident happened and I have had breathing problems ever since. The military has denied me any medical injury and I have never been given any medical help from it. I have two people that witnessed and seen the whole thing happen that were in the room with me during the fire. Every time I try to get help for it I get denied. It seems when I get hurt nobody helps but when others get hurt they get a full retirement with disability and then they also get SSI and state benefits but everyone just tells me to fuck myself and that I’m a parasite that needs to get back to work even though I worked a Fulltime job since I was 15. I worked as a firefighter and EMT 24 hour shifts and night shifts most of my life. Can someone pray and also maybe figure out why everyone is so angry with people that get disability. Firefighters get hurt the worse out of most jobs and breathing in super heated gas and chemicals create a permanent health problem and lifelong suffering. Please help