Prayer Requests - I need financial help and support

I live in transitional housing and there is a high chance I could be thrown out. I am a selfish self centered sinner and I cannot stop sinning. I have never been baptized before I even tried to take rcia class but something prevented me from attending every week and I did not get baptized. I dabbled into the occult and I’m sorry. I am frustrated with the fact that it is either I’m baptized and be a child of god or not be baptized and be a child of the devil. I also have a lot of anxiety and some autism because of the traumas I went through all my life including my childhood. My dad filed a restraining order against me I have not lived in his house for over a year and now he wants to completely cut our relationship now I believe I have no one who can help me now. I burned bridges with my relationships and I think it’s my fault. I had a jade laughing Buddha statue That I tried to get rid of because I believe and Jesus Christ not Buddha but unfortunately I donated the statue to a Cambodian Buddhist temple and now because of that I am now getting a lot of negative karma and I cannot find the statue now. Please pray for me.