I feel like ending it all. I have been hurt by Church so bad that I feel like committing suicide. I volunteer there for many years. We go 2 a different church now. I need prayers. it was more volunteering was part of my life. My independent was taken away when we left. Volunteering there was everything to me. I can’t believe that “Christian” would to this to me. The person didn’t even care how bad they hurt me. That’s not Christian, the worst it was one the pastor who did this to me. It hurts.