Prayer Requests - About marriage and job

I am suffering a lot of pressure on myself regarding my marriage as well as job.infact this pressure and tension more on my parents if her child won’t get settled or married this make more pain on them and face lot of criticize from relatives.i was facing this a lot listening so many bad words and making me so much hurt by their actions by seeing me as short glance.how much I had cried and my heart became as stone no one is giving hand or support to us.less then my age persons are also getting married but me no because in middle mediators they are eating our money but not at all finding any good match.days years going but no improvement in my life everybody is cheating us.relatives neighbors we are asking everyone about my marriage but not at all any humanity in them my mom begging and also literally holding the legs this makes so much tears. Sometimes by seeing all this I decided to end my life but one moment I thinking about my mom and father this stoping me.i if die within second there heart will stop.because we are there for us we are support to each other no hand is there for us even god is seeing all this but he enjoying our tears I think.while coming to career so many jobs applying but in first stage only I rejected this my worst life.can i say one joke in my name there is no victory and no light only darkness.i am just poverty and bad luck girl no sucess or happiness.i begging you to prayer for me to be meaningful to my name who’s my parents put for me and get a best bestest match for me with your prayers where I hides my face there I has go with victory by married to good hearted person with helping nature and lovable person where my life has turned with lots of lights by entering that person into my life.ask god and bring me husband with your prayers I has to married and settled in career as well as.please prayer for me I want laugh that to happy tears make my parents proud by getting good match.we are waiting from so many years about my marriage make this happen please Or otherwise say god to end my life I can’t live with this betrayed people. Please ask angels to bring good hearted husband to me and married prayer like this make miracles with your prayers if possible prayer in church with lot of members.. If my life change i will never forget until my last breathe make my parents smile heartfully by your payers. I done btech but getting very worst matches like mechanic or some second marriage proposals this makes me so depressed we are very poor family our financial status is low I agree but very degrading us by their actions by bringing too much worst matches how this feels my mom and dad..they saying this is enough for your daughter like that they talking.. But my and parents wish is to marry a person with my education or equal with good job holder be in better position with soft hearted person and has to get parents like mom-in law and father-in-law. .where we degrade there we stand by your prayers this is my wish because my relations are in very high position they can’t even see down due to high income and luxury life we are not at all visible to their eyes.. So how can they see our tears suffer
and derogation Please prayer for me to get good days.. All has to shut up their mouths and be shocked by eyes by getting good match for me and has to be set within december very obstacles had to be cleared in marriage.. One more thing please prayer me to get can’t even imagine or dream that like match has to come for me then only everyone stop abusing us..who are watching and waiting enjoying themselves by seeing me without any happiness their evil eyes has to be blast..my mom’s elder sister and my dad’s elder sister won’t me get married because they are happy by seeing me like this where my father facing dishonour and mother daily crying they want this only please understand my heart pain and make us happy miracles in life if possible prayer get relief from evil spirits and evil eyes my dad’s sister and mom’s sister please..